July 31, 2014

There is a guy named Jay that I’ve had a crush on since I was a teen. A massive crush and he has since become a good friend. Over the last year, it became well known to us that we were extremely attracted to each other. We are both married with kids, both of our families are good friends, and we go to church together. Things have very slowly progressed between us and a few months ago we made out heavily in the church nursery. There have been moments here and there since, including me giving him head in his car 2 months ago. After that things came mostly to a halt.

He texted me Tuesday wanting to meet. He claimed it was for something innocent but we both knew otherwise. I told him I could meet him Wed, Thurs, or Fri right after work. He called me that afternoon just to chat for a minute. I never heard from him Wednesday. Thursday around noon I texted him asking if he wanted to meet. I told him it would be my only chance because I’d made plans for Friday evening. He waited a couple hours before texting that he’d text me when he got home.

Finally at 4:45 he called me. He said he thought he was going to have to keep the kids but his mother in law had come over and offered to watch them so he could run to the hardware store. We picked a place to meet, but didn’t know where we were going to go. As I was locking up the office, I realized everyone had left and my boss was out of state.

I met Jay and told him to follow me back to the office. He was scared of being caught but I promised him it would be fine. He had me unlock the door so he could rush in without being seen.

As soon as we were inside he barely let me lock the door before he attacked. He grabbed me from behind with his hands all over me. I forced away long enough to check the other door. I wanted to throw away my gum, but he never gave me a chance. He was all over me again. He pushed me over to the couch and gently shoved me down. I felt the couch slide backwards. He lifted my skirt and said “oh yes…oh yes, this is what I hoped for” upon seeing my panty-less & shaved pussy.

He practically dove in with his tongue and used his fingers inside of me. He felt good. He knew what he was doing. He said how good I tasted as he devoured my pussy. He begged me to cum on him. I knew it probably wouldn’t happen but it did feel great. He ripped up my shirt and hungrily went from my breasts to my mouth and back down. I worked my legs so they would shake and they finally did.

I told him I wanted him inside me. He gave me a pleading look and said my name. I said “just for a moment, then I’ll finish the other way..I have to feel you inside of me”. He ripped his shorts down and took all of me. I wrapped my legs around him and groaned in victory. He pulled out after just a few thrusts saying he was too close. I quickly sat up and took him in my mouth.

He is hugely endowed and I still had my gum in my mouth. He was thrusting deep in my mouth and it was all I could do to keep control. I was choking and my eyes were watering, but I wouldn’t let it show. I finally was able to use one of my hands to take some of the control back. He came soon after and I swallowed it down along with my gum accidentally. He pulled me into a kiss and then asked where the bathroom was.

We cleaned up and he said he hated to run off but he was supposed to be at the hardware store. I said it was fine because I had to go too. We kissed a couple more times as we dressed. He looked so scared. He asked if I was on anything and I said no. He nearly freaked. He said he was extremely potent. I said “you didn’t do anything in me though, right?” He said “no, but I was close. You know? I’m just scared. I can’t believe I let you talk me into that..I swore to myself I wouldn’t.” I said “it’s ok Jay..I just finished this morning. It will be ok.” He calmed down a little and walked to the door. He turned and said “You’re going to get me killed. Is that what you want?” I smiled gently and shook my head no. He ran over, kissed me again, and said he would see me Sunday.

I waited a minute, watching him drive away, then locked up and left. I kept thinking “did that just happen?” As I was walking around the grocery store, I realized that I never fixed the couch. I got to work early the next day and fixed everything. It was a mess! I wondered if I would hear from him that day but didn’t hold my breath. I went to lunch and had several errands to run. When I finished and was driving back, I checked my phone to see a missed call. It was Jay. I called him back and we talked. He was nervous. He asked how I was and we just talked. I assured him again that all should be ok but said if we ever do it again we need to use protection. He said “uhhh yeah!!!”. We talked for over 20 minutes and I told him it had been inevitable and that I was kind of glad we finally got it over with. I don’t know what our future holds, if anything, but I know we’ll be ok as friends.

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April, May, June and July, 2014.

After Eddy I didn’t hear from either for awhile. 4 weeks came and went. My period did not. I panicked. When it was a week late, I texted Eddy. He freaked but said he’d help any way he could. This was April 21. I kept in occasional contact with him the next 9 days just to have someone to freak out with. I was so scared. I took a test and it was negative, but both of my pregnancies tested negative until several weeks in. April 30 (over 6 weeks from my last period) I took another test. Still negative and then my period started. I was so excited I couldn’t stand it. I texted Eddy to let him know. He was just as relieved. I passed him a few days later leaving work and stopped to just give him a hug. He gave me that carnal look he’s so good at. I shuddered.

I talked to him like once the next month and that was to ask why Max had stopped talking to me. Our friendship died that month. On May 10, Jason texted for the first time since we’d last had sex. He gave me some bs and I let him have it. I told him I had thought I was pregnant (left out the part where it would have been Eddy’s….) and had to go through it alone because he never texted. We got in a huge fight, made up, then had phone sex. Lol. I told him I could never have actual sex with him again though.

On May 22 Eddy texted me. He said nothing was wrong but that he really needed to talk to me in person. I found this strange, so I agreed. I went to his house after work. He sat me down and I waited for him to tell me he had proposed to Max or something. She had already moved in. Instead he told me he couldn’t get it off his mind. I asked what and he said seeing me squirt. I shrugged my shoulders and said “what the hell. Let me get my toy from my purse. But I can’t go through what I just went through!!!” He said “no shit!!!!” I figured out what to do and got my purse. I told him I wanted the bedroom though. He started to object and I said “bullshit. You want to see me squirt, that ain’t happening on the couch. Bed or nothing.” We went to the bedroom. I squirted, he helped, I sucked him off.

June 13 I stopped at his work. We played with words and it continued into texting the next couple days. I told him next time I wanted to take pics of us- that nothing turns me on more. I got him pumped and he was all over that shit. He texted me every day trying to figure out when. He said he wanted me to squat over him and squirt in his mouth. He wanted to know how many fingers I could take. I sent him a nice pic showing off what I could do and he got so hot over it.

We ended up meeting June 18, spur of the moment on my lunch. It went down perfectly. The pictures were sexy; the squirting and cumming was in abundance; fantasies were fulfilled. One of the most intense “sexual without having actual sex” experiences of my life. I could barely walk down his steps my legs were so weak. That was it for us though. I feel certain of it.

I almost gave in to seeing Roger again. It did get me a cock pic of him, which I always wanted. Fortunately, my brain kicked in and remembered that, although he was the best with me, he was the worst for me so I walked away from that situation.

I even almost walked back in to Jason’s arms again. The pics with Eddie turned me on so much I really wanted some with Jason. A little piece of me does love him and would have loved to have pics with him. He blew it though and I cut permanent ties with him.

There is this other guy though…… Story to come


April 3, 2014

Thursday morning, I wore a cute skirt, no panties, and a cute top to work. I was ovulating and horny as hell. I texted Max to see if she was with Eddy. She was.

I used my toy all throughout the morning, and it took the edge off a little. I took my hoops out on my lunch break and got off on hooping with my pantiless skirt on. Right after my lunch ended Eddy texted hey. I said hey and told him it was a shame he had been with Max all morning cause I had the perfect outfit on. He wanted pics and I happily obliged.

He had finally gotten his own place a couple weeks before, but Max was pretty much always with him. They have the same days off work and she keeps him on a very tight leash. She deep down knows the dog he is, though that’s what I like about him. He said he wanted to get me in his bed and have me squirt all over his face.

Finally, that afternoon he said she was going to be leaving for awhile. I asked when and for how long. He said around 5:30 and for long enough. I said get her out by 5 and I can stop on my way home, but that otherwise I wouldn’t be able to. He said he would.

I got to his place about five minutes after Max left and we went inside. We kissed for a minute and he took his shoes off. I started to take my boots off and he said “no, leave them on.” I grinned and said ok. He said “that skirt..those boots…and my face in your pussy. I’m gonna go wash my hands” I said anything your little heart desires and draped my hands around his neck. We kissed for a few minutes, then he went and washed his hands.

He had me go to the couch, but stand there as he went down on me. After a minute or so, he told me to sit. He used his tongue and fingers and it felt the best any oral ever has. I wasn’t orgasming though and he started to get impatient. He asked what he needed to do. I (through breathless pants) told him he was doing an amazing job, and that it was feeling so good, but that I’ve never been able to get off by oral alone. Had he kept going, I probably would have though. It felt damn good.

All of the sudden the whole scene froze in my mind. Complete déjà vu moment. I had lived the exact moment in a dream or something, but it was the exact scene. Really freaky. I said Whoah…déjà vu. He said what, are we gonna get caught?? I said no…I’ve lived this moment..in a dream or something. Then I pulled his head back into me.

He kept up for another minute, then I told him he could grab my toy. I used it, as he kept going and I finally did have some orgasms. They weren’t as strong as I usually do at home, but I was nervous and a little uncomfortable on that couch. It seemed to satisfy him though and he stopped the oral and started fucking me but wanted me to keep using the toy. He held it for as long as he could (which wasn’t long) before pulling out and cumming all over my belly.

We cleaned up, kissed some more, then talked about what horrible people we were before kissing again and I left. Then I texted Max to see what she was up to, as I drove home to my husband.


April 2, 2014

On Friday I told Max that if Jason didn’t text that day, I’d know for sure it was just a booty call and never see him again. Over the weekend I came up with exactly what I would say to him when he texted again and sent it to Max for approval and safekeeping. I didn’t hear from him again until Wednesday, in the middle of a very bad day.

Ben and I had made a $5,000 order from my old work before I quit and had scheduled to have it delivered on this day and I was going to go on my lunch to pay for it. My car wouldn’t start, so Ben was on his way to look at it. Jason called me, but I didn’t answer. I texted Max to tell her, waited a few minutes, then texted that I saw he called. Max sent me the text to send him, but we both got into what a terrible day it was, so I didn’t feel right in sending it, so we just stopped texting after arguing who was having a worse day.

I found out that Eddy was the one that delivered our purchase to Ben and that sadistic thing inside me that enjoys all of this was thrilled. I stopped by the store after work to pay for it and made my first the department Eddie worked in. I gave him a hug and we discussed the delivery. I started to walk away and he said I was one to talk, with this “I have a secret” look on his face. He had a customer, but I said “what do you mean?” He gave me this look and said “I know.” I said “know what?” He was walking away with another guy and said I deleted your number, text me here after while. I told him I’d deleted his too, so he quickly gave me it.

I went upstairs and talked to Max for a few, paid for my purchase, then slipped back downstairs before leaving. I had texted him, but he hadn’t replied because he’d been busy with customers. I pulled him aside and asked what he was talking about. He said I had no room to talk cause he knew about Jason. He said I’d called him a piece of shit in the last conversation we’d had, but then I went and had sex with Jason. I said I hadn’t called him that. He said no, he called himself one and I’d agreed. I said “yes, but I said we both were.”

He was going into a back room to get something for a customer and I was trying to run to keep up with him in a skirt and high heels. We get back there and I asked if Max had told him. He said yeah, but not in a bad way. I said yeah, I hadn’t heard from him in months & didn’t know how to say no when I did, but that he’d called me today and I did say no. He said “I just wanna know when it’s my turn” I said “I thought you didn’t want it anymore?” He said “yeah, that was a damn lie.” I grinned and said “just say the word baby doll. Look, I’m even wearing a skirt today” (that’s his fantasy is fucking me with a skirt on). He said “yeah, I noticed. You could have at least shown me” I told him I was wearing tights, but did flash him my boobs and kissed his cheek before I left. I texted him as I left to keep my number.

I really didn’t want Eddy. He was a good kisser and had an amazing tongue, but a tiny penis and always reeked of either cigarettes or pot. I only slept with him at all because of that sadistic thing inside me that enjoys taking things that don’t belong to me, especially from the people closest to me. I get off on the secret. The looking my best friend/husband/whoever in the eye, knowing I’d just fucked their man/another man. It’s what turns me on the most, and I still don’t know/understand why.

Continued on April 3.


March 27, 2014

It had been almost four months since I’d heard a word from Jason. I caused myself to believe I’d never hear from him again, and I was ok with that. My life had been going really well. I’d had a couple of “moments” since him (a couple passionate kisses with a guy I’ve loved since I was 14, but never went much further than that), but for the most part I’d been a pretty good girl. Eddy and I had decided it best to delete each other’s number for the sake of Max. I was happy in life.

Then as I was in the middle of talking (texting) orgasms with Max, I got a text from an unsaved number. “Hey it’s Jason. I just got a phone back you didn’t forget about me did you?” I was knocked off my ass. I told Max and she asked what he wanted and told me whatever I did, NOT to go see him. I didn’t listen. I wanted to. I wanted to be strong enough to say no, but the curiosity of whether I’d still feel something when I saw him was just too much.

I got to his place and we said hello as I came in. We sat down on the couch for literally 10 seconds before we were all over each other. We leaned into each other kissing for several moments, then I climbed on top of him and we continued kissing. I was wearing a dress and debated whether to wear my panties in or not, but they were really cute so I did. I shouldn’t have bothered because he never even saw them as he pulled them off me. I kept the dress on for awhile as we were grinding against each other, but it was an expensive (dry clean only) dress and I didn’t want to ruin it, so finally I pulled it off and pulled off his clothes. I slid him inside me while I was still straddling him and we continued kissing as we fucked.

After a minute, he unhooked my bra and started kissing my breasts. We continued in that position for quite some time and then he moved me onto the couch and he got on top. After a little while, he sat me up and (knowing what he was thinking) I sucked him (straight from him being in me) for a couple minutes. Suddenly he stopped me and gently pushed me back. He fucked me hard for another minute or two before pulling out and cumming on my belly.

After cleaning up we sat n talked for awhile. He threw his sweats on and I just had my bra and panties on. We caught up on life for a little, then I walked into the bathroom to put my dress back on. The light wouldn’t stay on and he kept trying to turn it back on for me. Finally I gave up and said you’ll just have to tell me if I look terrible. He asked if it went out again and I said yeah. He walked to the door and said “and you could never look terrible”. I looked at him, grinning and said “good answer”.

We visited for a little longer and Max texted. I told Jason she would be upset with me and he asked why. I told him she knew how much it hurt me when he vanished last time. He said “I didn’t vanish! I just didn’t have a phone.” I said “jason…last time I saw you was like January 4th. You vanished.” He promised it wouldn’t be that long again and I kissed him goodbye.

I left and told Max about it as I drove back to work. I felt like shit because I hadn’t had extramarital sex since November and I was happy about it, then here I was back at square 1. She talked me down, but I knew she was disappointed. I hoped she wouldn’t tell Eddy because I knew it would cause issues.


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